There is nothing I can do about what happened four years ago. Today I will just share a poem I wrote as it tells how I truly feel. Someone told me once that I should try and think of this as a puzzle that might never be solved and suggested that I should try and just surrender.
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| Gino, my sister, me and the BOYZ (Ryan, Anjay and Brian) |
This photo was taken at my daughter's wedding in 2006. As you can see everyone is smiling as this was one of the happiest vacation that all of us took. All our family and both my daughter's and Gino's best friends were there. We will always remember this as our happy times with my son.
Even though our lives have change since you have been gone, our love for you remains.
Even though our lives have change since you have been gone, our love for you remains.
I am glad you are surrendering to the fact that we will never know. It might get a little easier now.
ReplyDeleteEvery time I read one of your poems I think about what a special gift you have with words! Your words are filled with so much emotion it's like I can feel what you're feeling. I just told Leesh that I'm sitting here at work with tears in my eyes my heart just breaking for you and her at the sadness that you will be feeling not only today, but have felt for the past four years. I'm grateful for the beautiful memories you can cherish like the photo at Leesh's wedding. Such a great photo! Sending you lots of hugs today! p.s. Sending you a long overdue letter! xo
ReplyDeleteHugs and kisses :)
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